I’m pretty simple. I like hand holding and rough sex.
life has honestly just sucked these past few months. i lost my best friend, quit my job, left school, dropped all my friends, realized how naive i can actually be. i am so stupid. i never let any new guys into my life because i’m scared and way too picky. my eighteenth birthday is tomorrow and i’m not doing anything for it because there’s just nothing to do, no one to hang with. none of the few people i actually talk to are anything like me - we barely have any common interests. and it is so frustrating because no one just wants to hang out and chill in your room anymore. everyone just wants to go out and spend money and be girls or whatever. i mean, yeah i like going out, but i really like to just relax at home too. just listen to music and hang. no one EVER wants to just do that. it sucks. i honestly feel like an empty shell. you think you can confide in someone and talk to them about your feelings, but they don’t care. you think they do, but they don’t. and people are cruel, and can be so quick to judge. they won’t even bother giving you a chance because they have set thoughts about you. and it’s not fair. we’re all like that. and i’ll be the first to admit that i push almost everyone away somehow too. that’s just not how it should be.